Sunday, September 07, 2008

Collars

As in pet collars.
They show ownership.

So:
If you wear a ring
around your neck
is it a collar?
Does it mean you belong to her?

I wish everyone could see
like the address
on a pet tag
that I belonged to her.
And how good that feels.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

It's Been A Long Time . . .

D'ja miss me?

Who'm I kidding. This place has been dormant for a long time.

I'm kicking myself in the head here because I haven't actually written anything for a while. It's all my latest girlfriend--- Emily's fault. (Luv u. -^w^-) I use all my best words on her and have none left for the mass of characters in my head.
I miss them.

I'm hoping that by reviving my blog I can get a few of my words back. You know, the less romantic ones.

What have I been up to lately, you ask?
Well lets see, where did I leave off? The development of the first chibis!? You're kidding.

Okay . . . since then I've gone through two other chibi styles and one Gaia avatar art shop. Currently, I've matured to life drawings and multimedia paintings on boards.

There's a link to my deviant art in the sidebar if you want to see my latest work.

. . . I've just realized I have nothing pertenent to say. That's why this is an excersize, right? If I keep at it eventually I'll get all my eloquence of written word back. Until then I'm just a silly girl with a blog, right?

Words. I miss all of my words falling into place for long-winded, twisting monologues from the lips of dignified men with missions so sad. I miss my cynical stream of consciousness posts that never got posted. I miss sitting all day in perfect silence except for the clacking of my keyboard and perhaps the whisper of a song from my computer. I miss the Diner, I miss the way my Universes intertwined, I miss the way my characters tromped around inside my head when I was alone.
What happened to them? Is this just a serious writer's block? Or is it something else? Surely I haven't lost it.

I'm putting it down to block. I've had six month writer's block before, maybe this is just another of those. It's only been . . . two or three months since I've written anything worthwhile.
It could be senioritis. I've caught a case from Emily even though I'm not a senior.

Laziness or writer's block or distraction, perhaps? *sigh*

I think that's my quota for the day. I'm scraping the bottom of the barrel here.