Collars

As in pet collars.
They show ownership.

So:
If you wear a ring
around your neck
is it a collar?
Does it mean you belong to her?

I wish everyone could see
like the address
on a pet tag
that I belonged to her.
And how good that feels.

It's Been A Long Time . . .

D'ja miss me?

Who'm I kidding. This place has been dormant for a long time.

I'm kicking myself in the head here because I haven't actually written anything for a while. It's all my latest girlfriend--- Emily's fault. (Luv u. -^w^-) I use all my best words on her and have none left for the mass of characters in my head.
I miss them.

I'm hoping that by reviving my blog I can get a few of my words back. You know, the less romantic ones.

What have I been up to lately, you ask?
Well lets see, where did I leave off? The development of the first chibis!? You're kidding.

Okay . . . since then I've gone through two other chibi styles and one Gaia avatar art shop. Currently, I've matured to life drawings and multimedia paintings on boards.

There's a link to my deviant art in the sidebar if you want to see my latest work.

. . . I've just realized I have nothing pertenent to say. That's why this is an excersize, right? If I keep at it eventually I'll get all my eloquence of written word back. Until then I'm just a silly girl with a blog, right?

Words. I miss all of my words falling into place for long-winded, twisting monologues from the lips of dignified men with missions so sad. I miss my cynical stream of consciousness posts that never got posted. I miss sitting all day in perfect silence except for the clacking of my keyboard and perhaps the whisper of a song from my computer. I miss the Diner, I miss the way my Universes intertwined, I miss the way my characters tromped around inside my head when I was alone.
What happened to them? Is this just a serious writer's block? Or is it something else? Surely I haven't lost it.

I'm putting it down to block. I've had six month writer's block before, maybe this is just another of those. It's only been . . . two or three months since I've written anything worthwhile.
It could be senioritis. I've caught a case from Emily even though I'm not a senior.

Laziness or writer's block or distraction, perhaps? *sigh*

I think that's my quota for the day. I'm scraping the bottom of the barrel here.

Portrait for Jessica!

Me and Jess ^.^
Can you name all the references?
Are you a total nerd like us?

The Most Awesomest Chibi Comic To Date!

This is way cool and I think I have a kitten in my pants. Please excuse me.

How to Combat Karate Chops

This really happened. He karate chopped at my face so I licked him.
Just in case you ever want to know, he may smell spiffy, but he tastes BAD!

Oh! I have a Gaia account now, if someone reads this and wants to be my buddy. I'm "psychoslaphead" there too. I can give you chibi avi arts!

---With your mind made up and your confident smile.

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Look! I'm being punctual!

OMG!
I'm such a nerd!
Aren't you proud of me? (I know you and Brady are, Evan.)
I'm sitting here blogging with Fuze fruit drink in hand and stack composed of my sketchpad (acid and lignin(sp) free because I'm anal about the yellowing!), my new copies of EGM, Flight vol.4, and Trinity Blood II, and my Koh-I-Noor pencil encased with a clicky eraser in it's own little box listening to Left of Center on Sirius radio, watching my Wii pulse blue because it has another new message for me, and seriously considering writing either some fan fiction about Abel and Tres or an irate letter to EGM about where you can live that it's impossible to get broadband. (e.g.: here)
I wonder who the Wii messkage is from.

Oh! Now my mother made me change the channel and I'm listening to the much less nerdy Alt. Nation. I had the perfect situation.
I suppose I could move my base of operations downstairs and listen to my new Peter Bjorn and John CD, but I don't think I can carry all my nerd gear and the laptop at the same time. >_<

Does anyone have a good idea for a story? Evan gave me one yesterday, but I've still not got an idea good enough for it. (Did you read that? You better have read that?) It's a format more than an actual story--- the problem, you could say, is that I have no problem for my wonderfully imaginative main character to face.

I'm beginning to loathe the mainstream. I'm going to be a hermit living behind a Borders in a cardboard box with a laptop, a stack of manga and magazines, and an expensive pencil.

I've revamped the main character of what I think is going to be my next story longer than fifty pages, but there's still something wrong with the way I drew her. The lines are wrong. Maybe her legs are too short? If I posted it here would you tell me what's wrong?
I need a visit counter or YOU need to leave me a comment, dear reader. I need to count because by my evidence my closest friends and family only read this on occasion so they're not terribly dependable for this sort of thing.

Need a Chibi. No Chibis on this computer . . . *grr*

My mother dose not like Bjork. Now I must have her new CD! >U<
That's a face btw. Not some failed HTML.

I think I need an anime fix. Yes . . . I believe I have some Bleach on the DVR . . . hmm . . .

<(o . o)>

KIRBY'S BEEN HIT!

--- Negative. It is not a issue because I am not human. *^*
*MUHAHAHAHAHA!
"I R BAD!"
^v^

today is a sigh

This entire day has been one big sigh. I ache all over and I'm refusing to put on clothes. It was a great effort to put on some pants. I didn't even brush my teeth. I've eaten a poptart, popcorn . . . and some pasta salad. All P foods. Wonder why that is?
I have 52 stars on Mario64 that I recently downloaded on my Wii and I haven't even gone through the door at the top of the stairs in the foyer.
Aren't I good?
I deserve a dancing Kirby for that. ^(^.^)>
Yeah.
Been watching Dead Like Me that SciFi Channel show about grim reapers all day and doing a wicked puzzle that's sound waves of someone's ninth in C major turned to light waves in friggin circles. It's evil, but absorbing.
Puzzles, Poptarts, and cult TV. *sigh*

Speaking of cult media, watched Carnival of Souls the other day before watching Francis Ford Cupola's version of Bram Stoker's Dracula. I don't know why they bothered to make it BRAM STOKER'S in big letters because they took a few liberties with Mina, but I've heard that theory before. I thought it was cool that Tom Waits was Reinfield, but I like the Reinfield: Slave of Dracula version of him the best. That's a good book.
The only reason I'm glad I read Dracula was because all the side stories people have wrote about it. Bloodline and Dracula and . . . that Richard Matheson story about the boy and the bat at the zoo. I think it was Richard Matheson that wrote that story anyway.

Have you heard that in the new Will Smith movie of I Am Legend there are no vampires? !!! That's dumb! I was disappointed with their choice of Will Smith, but to take out the vampires that haunt all his nights with there jeers and calls that they're his neighbors and to come out and let them eat him! That's ludicrous! I so can't spell that word without spellcheck. Spellcheck doesn't like the word spellcheck.

Add some strawberry delight to the list of things I ate. Would strawberry delight be capitalized? Are the names of desserts capitalized? Apple pie isn't, but would Apple Brown Betty?

If anyone read this they could tell me. (oh wait! ADDY! Do you know if desserts are capitalized?)

--- Singer is a crook oh-ai-oh kitchen is for cook oh-ai-oh scissors at the barber's . . .

Scroll, monkey! SCROLL!

























































Now, because I forgot yesterday, I'll give you a great comic I drew in two parts. It's another one of those character ones, but it's funny even if you don't know who the guy is. Only about four people know who he is anyway. XD

I drew this pic of the perfect guy for Addy.
Tah-dah!
(Not my best work, but . . . it's on the back of Earth Science notes, so cut me some slack.)

--- Hang me up to dry! I'm pearly like the wh-wh-whites of your eyes!

Two Months? Jeez.

This is a part of a pair of comix I wrote, but my photo editor appears to be malfunctioning and I cannot find the second half. That's okay because they're funny by themselves.

It just annoys me because I did the whole text box thing and the lines and cleaning up the wrinkles and spots which takes an hour and a half . . . X<

I can't believe it's been . . . approximately two months since I last posted. It's excusable in part because I didn't have internet for a while. XP that was torture. When we got it back we downloaded ONE GIG within a ten hour period! We're on satillite so we thought we were gonna get FAP'ed (Fair Acess P-something) and get our internet taken away for downloading too much.

Okay in three months . . . I stopped in April so . . .

I now have a Wii. YAY!
I have a puddle of kittens. Names of Brave Sir Robin, Ichabod, the Frik Frak Twins, and Darth Vader.
Vader is an adorable black long-haired kitten and he will crush the rebel forces.
Brave Sir Robin is the most adorable sweet kitten ever.
Frik and Frak are everywhere all the time.
Icahbod is a kitten that could tear your hand off if he put his mind to it. Rawr.
Kittens . . . ^_^

I'm out of school, but I'm in summer school because I'm not taking a science credit next year and that's a no-no. But I'm really taking nine classes next year because I managed to get Chemistry and Latin online. I'm gonna be soooo stressed out.
I'm a SOPHOMORE! No longer a wee freshman I have moved up a level! Yay! ^(^.^)^
Addy and Cody are with me in Earth Science (my summer class). We basically cover an entire week of stuff in a day because we're in the same class FIVE HOURS A DAY. It's almost excruciatingly boring at times.
It's rocks.

I got the new Battles's Mirrored, Cold War Kids' Robbers and Cowards, Arctic Monkeys' Favourite Worst Nightmare, Tim Hecker's Harmony in Ultraviolet, um, and countless CD's from Smit.
I've hung out with Evan, become better aquainted with Jared (not like that) and Ben, gotten a subscription to Electronic Gaming Monthly, been camping, and made a rap video out of FDR's New Deal (with Evan, Brady, and Ben). Evan had to come up with so many things that rhymed with '-ation' (all those administrations and organizations).
That was only a few highlights.

I was with Evan yesterday, actually. We made sushi. Considering we only had about five different things to put in the rolls they weren't half bad. That's the first time I've ever made sushi. Mine would never stick together. XP
^-^ I have a Brave Sir Robin in my lap! She's so cute! (Never been terribly gender specific with pet names.)

--- What did you expect, romantic Isle of Wight? Just empty desert life.

Art . . .

Does anyone get this one? I've had to explain it several times.

Yesterday I went to KC with the Art Club. It was really cool after I threw up twice. I called my dad when I did and he came up later to take me home, but I felt better. He was a little annoyed but he got to go to the art museums with us. I liked the Kemper better than the Nelson-Atkins myself. But the Nelson-Atkins didn't have it's contemporary art on display because of construction so . . . My favorite part of that museum was the big Chinese exhibit where they had a piece of a wall with paintings on it preserved for . . . a long time. There were some original temple pillars and things with it. There were these huge dragons carved into the temple ceiling an this statue of Quan Yin in front of the wall. I bought a poster of that statue. I just love the serene look on her face and her eyes.
It was a great trip except for the bus ride up there. XP
Then today I went with Smit (new name and color for Mr.S) to the art show today to do a still life competition and be do sticky tack monkey work with Jaci. We helped him put up the art and did that still life thing. I was in there for two hours and I got first place! Yay! I got third on that group project which was the only other thing of mine Smit entered. Jaci got first in one category and maybe second in another. She had a bunch of stuff in the contest.
We didn't win a whole lot but the judges were really conservative and they picked the lamest stuff in most cases. The Best in Show for high school was this picture of these skull with water oil pastels and newspaper. It wasn't that great.
But I've spent most of this weekend with Smit. Had to be at school super early on Friday and early on Saturday, too. Ah, the sacrifices one must make for one's art . . .

---Here-is-your-ro-bot-mu-sic.

This one is sort of an inside joke. Or did I post that in this blog? hmm . . .

Snotbubbles

Now I'm at home again. I wasn't at school yesterday cause I felt like poopy. I'm home again today because my mommy thinks the school is poopy.
I may not be going back.
I'm gonna miss the Art Club trip to the KC Art Museum! *sniffle*
And Taylor's supposed to be coming to school tomorrow. Maybe I'll be going back maybe I won't.
*sigh*